~Our Martin Family~: I think I need to be committed...

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

I think I need to be committed...

Throw me in a small white room with padded walls!! I don't know what my deal is lately but I just feel this constant urge to scream to the top of my lungs til I pass out! Maybe because I wouldn't be so stessed if I was unconcious! I have no outlet and no one to turn to so this is my ventilation for now. Maybe I can let off a little bit of my steam if I write something down, I will be overflowing in about a half an hour again, but maybe a half hour of relief is what I need for now. Anyway, I feel like I am going crazy with everything and everyone that should be the closest to me. I'm a nut case right now! GRRR...sorry, I just had to vent a little.

5 comments:

Erin said...: How about we set up a lunch date! Maybe this will give you a break and we can catch up!! I would love to see you!! Let me know!; October 21, 2008 at 12:34 PM
Kady said...: Hang in there! Make some cookies and take the rest of the day off!; October 21, 2008 at 12:51 PM
Anonymous said...: Ali!!! Come over and vent to ME and Mike---he is home today...:)

luv ya!; October 21, 2008 at 1:28 PM
Lovin Life Together said...: I know how you feel. Sometimes it's good to vent or just have a good cry. Don't worry, it will get better. Hopefully.; October 22, 2008 at 11:58 AM
Sharida said...: Hey Ali! I know exactly what your talking about and I hate that feeling where everything is so overwhelming. I did a REALLY REALLY long post on my blog when I need to vent once. I mean I layed it all out there, nothing to hide. I just never posted it and after a few days I felt better so I deleted it. lol But it really helped me like you said just to right it down. Hang in there, "this too shall pass", and let me know if there's anything I can do.; October 23, 2008 at 8:41 AM

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