White roses...

If white roses grow in heaven,

Lord, pick a bunch for me

~Place them in my family's arms

& tell them they're from me

~Tell them that I love & miss them,

& when they turn to smile

~place a kiss upon their cheeks

& hold them for awhile

~Because remembering them is easy

~I do it everyday

there's an ache within my heart

that will never go away.

I have been thinking a lot about my baby boy,
Bryce, and my dad lately....Bryce's birthday is
coming up....which is always hard....and just having
Libby here with us, I feel like she brings in such a sweet spirit
into our home. I love having her here, I feel Bryce's and
my dad's spirit through hers. It makes me sad and I feel
warm and love inside at the same time.
There are so many bitter sweet things that come with having
a new little one when you have lost close
loved ones....It is great to be adding to our family and
building our lives....but I hate going on without
them....I am so sad that all Trey and Libby will
know of Bryce and my dad are things
that we tell them...they won't get to know their person
in this life. But I also know that they will have a special
relationship with them in the next life. I just had to
share my love for my son and dad,
I hope they know it and feel it everyday!