Missing You...

Tonight I guess I'm having one of those days....I am
missing my baby Bryce so bad tonight. I absolutely love holding my sweet Libby when
She is all tired and snuggly...but as I was doing this tonight and looking at my tree, we have a
special ornament for each year Bryce has been gone. Holding my sweet girl and looking at Bryce's ornaments on the tree just makes me so sad that I never got to do these things with
him.
Our family feels so incomplete at times and sometimes it feels
like we have it all together. I guess tonight is one of those
nights I feel like something is missing.
Having the knowledge
of the gospel that I do and knowing that I will
see him again is so sweet, but
it doesn't take away the heart ache of not having him here now. I guess that is
the selfishness that comes along with being here on this earth. One of
the many lessons we are here to learn.
So for now I am okay with knowing I
will see him again and I am also okay with being sad and missing my baby.
I can't believe that it has been 4 and a half years and I
still have these days, I guess I will be sad if I stop having them.
Love you to the moon and back Bryce! What a lucky
mommy I am to have my 4 sweet little ones. I can't imagine my life without any of them!